One More Wish Added

                One More Wish Added

I was a child who was shy,

I was a child who felt inferior among others,

I was a child with low self-confidence,

But it was a pleasant childhood,

Till a flood came through my father ;

Then my life totally changed

I lost even my little bit confidence

And was scared to face the world.

From there started my lifelong fear

I was scared about everything

But wished to do lot of things in my life

And prove myself to the world;

Kept all my wishes safe inside my heart

Enjoyed my life with cousins, it was a gift!

But still there were lots of cracks and I

Remained still unsuccessful;

Then I got married but not

As per my dreams, because of my fear

Still I missed something 

Kids came to my world..Still I was the same!

Then one day a Butterfly came into my life

And took me to a new world

Taught me what all I wished

Gave me lots of love, care, support,

Encouragement and confidence.

The happiness which I was expecting

Came In search of me 

All my deep feelings and secrets overflowed

It was a non-stop flow!

It explored what I am and I felt free, safe and happy

Which I have never ever felt before ;)

I expressed all my emotions which have been kept hidden

Deep inside my heart for years

But I was always scared about one thing

One day even it will fly away leaving me alone

Then I have to return to the same old world

And at last it happened!

I am again alone in my same old world 

Now One More Wish Added

The BUTTERFLY to come back!!!  

                                                        Prathipa Nair